Small act of good faith

Sometimes some people do things that just make you say “bless him / her!”. Today was one such day. As I walked to my car in the parking lot, I realized it looked quite shiny and clean. I hadn’t actually asked for the car to be washed but the guy did it any way.

We have an eco-friendly car wash service and I regularly get my car washed every week by the same guy.  But I got in late today and yesterday so he wasn’t at his usual spot and I couldn’t pay him to wash the car. But he did it anyway. So he did it in good faith and it put a smile on my face. (I will of course hunt him down and pay him tomorrow)

Something more

Do you ever feel like you could be doing something more with your life? Somehow I’m getting this feeling a lot lately. It’s not that I’m frustrated with my life or my work. I’m actually happy and can’t remember the last time I’ve been this ok. But, may be that’s why I feel that this just may not be it. This may not be sustainable.

I’ve never really thought about long-term goals and my aim in life. Over the last few years, I’ve just lived from one day to the next and let nature take it’s course. I’ve made decisions when I’ve had to but, not necessarily working towards a goal. At this stage, I’m not so sure what my goal is. I’ve just been working and working and going through each day as it comes. I’m tired and I don’t know if I’m achieving anything other than paying my debts.

I’m not sure if I’ve managed to explain how I’m feeling but, it just feels like something’s missing. It feels like there’s something more I could be doing.