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With New Year’s eve tonight, I can’t help but feel an impending sense of doom. The doom isn’t because it is NYE but rather because I will be meeting him and we will probably have”the talk”. Truth be told, even though a part of me wants to get it over with, another part of me just doesn’t want to start the New Year this way. Last year, I had a good feeling before NYE and while the evening wasn’t exactly perfect, some good things came out of it. For some reason I was hopeful for the year ahead of me and I knew 2014 was going to bring change. And it did, in a massive way. A lot of rotten feelings, followed by good. So the year is ending happy, but I don’t have the same optimistic feeling I had last year. Well, I guess the only thing left is… God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.

Happy New Year….